I am worried...i have to prepare for the worse...

Today i was not at home for most of the time...in fact i am in the hospital from around 10am-8.30pm...when i reached the hospital...i was shocked...my granny look to be in a very critical condition.....i mean it is that serious that i may never see her alive anymore....heard from doctor that her organs inside her body is failing and she have to have an oxygen mask put around her all the time...i have to prepare for the worse now..cause anything can happen now...even right now....i don know what to do also...my mind is in a blur..i know this is part and parcel of life..but...maybe i just did not prepare and get ready for this time to happen...i just hope if anything do really happen...i hope my friends can understand....especially my projects mates....maybe this is the last few days that i can see my granny ever again.........................